melody's post from last week.

[oritsu_luv]

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

thoughts before the big day
Current mood: blessed
Hey everyone~~

Howz everything going??

My poor pc broke... Sadly, it is the hard drive that went bad, and i have to get it replaced. So yes, i'm borrowing one of the twin black macs right now... (^^)v

So because my hard drive went stupid, i lose all of my precious photos! Photos of my family and friends, photos of when i was still working... and most sadly photos of my husband and i.... From the day we met, and all of the secret dates we went on, memories i wanted to keep forever!
Those photos are gone!!!! NNNNOOOOOOOOO!!! (>o<);;;

oh well, maybe its a sign for me to not look back and focus on the upcoming future which lies ahead.


we are expecting the baby very soon! I can already feel the difference in my tummy, so i can tell that its coming! We are so excited!!

It is a really strange feeling though...
i want to meet the baby sooooo badly! i want to see it's face, and say we finally met.
but on the same time, its so precious in my tummy that i dont want it to come out into this world. its the safest here. it wont ever get hurt.
is it weird to feel this way?? (o.o)?

But of course, i want to show the baby how wonderful this world can be, with all of the different possibilities. I want the baby to be able to open many doors and explore and experience everything!

by the way, there was a total solar eclipse today in japan!
here in tokyo, we were out of the total eclipse zone, so it was going to be a partial solar eclipse. unfortunately, it was cloudy here so we couldn't see any of it!
But we saw it on tv!! the moment is so mysterious!
They say that the next time we see a solar eclipse in japan is 26 years later!! our child would be around our age at that time! wow...

Anyways, im just enjoying my last days with the baby in my tummy, and my husband has been very very supportive all the way throughout my pregnancy. He even plays the guitar and sings for the baby.
This pregnancy has definitely been by far, the best experience in my life so far.

I'll keep you all updated... wish me luck!! (^^)* yay!


Form her mysepace Italics by me.
Here's something else Melody said about Miyavi a while ago:

"I chose my happiness as a woman, as a human being. I felt very strongly that this love is something i cant just throw away like i always did in the past. Please be assured that he is the most down to earth, loving, caring, and compassionate person I've ever met."


Why are they so adorable?? miyavi/melody = real life OTP!! I can't wait for more updates now that the baby's born!!!!

Comments

[darkeyedwolf.livejournal.com]

i want to meet the baby sooooo badly! i want to see it's face, and say we finally met.
but on the same time, its so precious in my tummy that i dont want it to come out into this world. its the safest here. it wont ever get hurt.
is it weird to feel this way?? (o.o)?

That is the CUTEST THING I'VE EVER READ.