My day so far...

*attempt to work on appplications/cover letters etc*
OMG!!1one! I can't do this!! What if I don't get the job[s]!!1

*attempt to get things together to pack for France*
OMG!!1one! I can't do this!! I don't know what to pack!! (and what do I wear for the Vivi application!!1one)

and there it all breaks down...

so yes. Not getting much done today.